Friday, January 30, 2015

sound focus

San Pedro, CA

My first four-hour, outdoor experience of the Walden Here project… I learned that four uninterrupted hours is a long time to do almost anything. I tried to be as attentive as I could, knowing that my mind would wander and I’d need to bring it back.

I was using all of my senses, but sound presented itself as my focus. It was a cool, cloudy day and the birds were active. I made my way along the coastline from Point Fermin to White’s Point and back.

Here are a few impressions from the day:

From the top of the cliff I could hear the waves pushing against the edge of the land below and pulling back. I walked under a massive, thick-trunked tree. Standing about two hundred feet above the water, the canopy of broad leaves created a dome of sound. Rather than coming up from below, the ocean’s wash seemed to rain down gently from above.
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Up the hill in Angels Gate Park I stepped behind a steep, grassy berm and stood close to it. It blocked the ocean breeze and its damp thickness muffled everything. It felt safe. Yet there was also the faint uneasiness of knowing that the hill beneath was a warren of bunkers. 
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Deep into the day I began to wonder if maybe the boundaries between the senses are not as distinct as we think they are. I noticed that dark green leaves and lavender flowers made low tones in my mind. The yellow lily and coral-colored rose were more high-pitched.
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Looking down from a small point of land, near where the earth sloughed off into the sea years ago...the tide was low. The rocks along the shore were exposed. Every so often, an incoming wave would hit a large, rectangular rock in just the right way to make a low, muted thud. Even though it was in the distance I could feel the sound in my chest—the weight and force of kinetic water colliding with immovable stone. 
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Once my feet were in the damp sand at sea level, the sound surrounded me. It came in toward the shore and rebounded from the cliff face behind me. Enveloping. Other sounds disappeared. It was calming, transcendent.


Saturday, January 24, 2015

why four hours?


When I set up the parameters of this project, I decided on “four consecutive uninterrupted hours to being outdoors.” It’s a simple structure, but given the way my current life is, I have no doubt the impact will be noteworthy. The “four hours” is also a direct reference to Henry David Thoreau’s time in Concord, Massachusetts. It's said he spent four or more hours each day in nature.


I’m a little concerned about whether I’ll be able to carve out four hours, five times, over the course of a month. Regardless of whether I can do it, the intention is to set this time aside in hopes that I can change something in myself. 

far away and right here


The question is not where did the traveler go? What places did he see?...but who was the traveler?...how genuine an experience did he get?    – Henry David Thoreau


I conceived of the Walden Here project when I was craving a long trip to a beautiful, natural place. The circumstances of my life prevented me from going very far. It was an opportunity to notice what was right in front of me.




Thoreau, Henry David, and Jeffrey S Cramer. I to Myself : An Annotated Selection from the Journal of Henry D. Thoreau. New Haven: Yale University Press, 2007. p. 121.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

living in cities



Cities offer so much: the personality of a place, the diversity of cultures and ways of being, the exchange of ideas. At the same time, when I spend too much time in human-made environments I feel like I’m living in my head. My view becomes narrow. Wildness seems distant. Natural processes begin to seem controllable, contained.

It may well be a remedy to reconnect with nature. It’s worth a try. While there are breathtaking places all over the world, I can also find them right here. I can slow down and pay attention. I have received some of the most lasting (and non-material) gifts this way. 


beach at White's Point, San Pedro, CA

Laguna Canyon

Big Bend trail, Laguna Canyon, CA


For most of the year the hillsides of southern California don’t look anything like this. In the moment though, standing there, it's hard to imagine the hilltop meadows as anything but fields of bright green, tapered curls springing up in all directions.

It was quieter on the hill. We could hear birds and crickets, though the stream-rush of the traffic from the canyon road and the freeway reminded us of just how close we were to the pressing-in of human life.