Friday, February 20, 2015

Cherry Tree


By Stéphanie Filion


snow
nature taking its course
over the city
covering everything

in the school yard
children playing
all this life
apart from me

the oak still carries
its leaves
could not resign
to let them go

paper burnt
clinging
and yet there is one
on the road
parchment
on white snow

I move with difficulty
the snow forces my steps
to slowness
my balance
to center

I walk towards you
beautiful cherry tree
you who bore fruit last summer  
ribboned path
white on white
In the snow

I recognize on my way
lilac     rosebush
the little pear tree
in the fall its fruits
strewn all over the ground


everything seems dead
everything’s asleep

beautiful cherry tree
with your trunks intertwined
along the spiral staircase
in the back of this house
I’ve been loved

on my tiptoes
from one step to another
I gathered thy sour cherries
it was another season

the father of the man I loved
taught me
the art of preserving fruits
for the depth of winter
he has since left us

beautiful cherry tree
nude and upstanding
we await     you and I
the return of the geese
and fragrant spring flowers




Stéphanie Filion is a poet based in Montreal, Quebec, Canada.




early morning


Walking in the soft floss of morning I saw a tree with branches bowing. On those thin branches, hundreds of young leaves—still tightly wrapped and frilly—were pushing out 

into the open space between their darker, flatter, more uniform relatives.


The fog’s damp rested on spider threads draped across the open spaces. They were invisible, except when I was standing in one specific place 
on the ground, looking up. 



Friday, February 6, 2015

water droplets

eucalyptus leaves
droplets left from the night's rain

touch focus

Long Beach, CA
                                                                                                                      
My second four-hour experience, this time in an urban setting... I felt inner resistance to slowing the momentum of my day. I was tempted to cut the time short. I could say I had stayed outside the whole time and not actually do it. But at what cost?

The sky was washed clean. It was a hair-blowing-around-the-face day. I walked the measured slabs of concrete toward Colorado Lagoon. I picked a stem of rosemary and pressed it between my fingers. 

The wing-like leaf-sprouts of a eucalyptus felt like small feathers, but the bark was crumbling and gritty.

At the lagoon it was low tide. The water’s edge was a carpet of green sea-moss lying close to the sand. Moist, sun-warmed felt, it was springy and alive under my palms—a fabric of thin, curving strands matted close together.

I held my hand up to the folded rays of a fan-shaped palm leaf. I could feel it catch the wind, and push—toward me and away—on its thick stem.

Over at the grove of trees on 7th Street it was difficult to be aware. In the rush of traffic I lost any sense of breeze or sunlight touching my skin. I put both hands on the trunk of a tree close to the road; it felt as if it was quivering.

As I left the street, my pace slowed and my focus returned. 

I realized I was missing a lot by wearing shoes, so I took them off. More contact—it changed the whole experience. I felt the ground through my feet. The grass was still wet from the night’s rain. With any careless step across pavement a jolt traveled from my heal up to my skull, causing my upper and lower teeth to bump together.

I was vaguely aware of clock time, but could tell by the temperature and the angle of the light that it was a late afternoon. The sun dipped behind a cloud, and it got noticeably cooler. As the sky was darkening I walked back along the green belt. Gravel and sharp stones made my progress slow. I was attempting to feel through my soles, but not to bear too much weight.